Lady in waiting

Lady in waiting

What if I’m only a side character, the one that died. You know, how the scriptwriter always use the death of a closest friend for the main protagonist as a catalyst for the main protagonist to rise. It’s kinda sad how sidekick would ended up just as a decoration in the end. We would not shine more than the main protagonist
Wait, am I a sidekick? What if I’m the villain? Am I the one that started the whole session? The one that jeopardize the whole people just to be kicked in the end? Am I the one that people would cheered if I died?
Oh, my mind playing tricks on me. Even though I tried hard, I will find there is anyone that higher than me. Even if I have someone to serve me, I still have to bowed to some one else. Should I said that I don’t  care?
Even when you are a lady in waiting, the fact of you are a noble is not fade away. Heck, even you have your own nobility. So, why would you ashamed?
Embrace yourself. A lady-in-waiting is in fact a perfect noble. Don’t be someone you are not, but someone that you feel it fit to yourself. God knows, when you served the tea, when you eased the tears, a perfect someone would want have the honor dance with you. Even he is not a prince. Even if he is not the king himself.
But, he is your king, the one that would stood beside you and fill the castle with love. Is there anything in life you could ever asked when you have someone to grow old with?
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This drawing is inspired by Michelle Phan’s youtube channel. When she make up her face, it was like using Photoshop. Inspired me to draw a lady face. Yeah, many detail left as an exercise. Using MyPaint 0.9.1